ABOUT ME ;)

HELLO , im alya , if you don't like it , i really don't care . and if you don't like being friends with me , i couldn't give to fucks . Im the person who i am and nothing can change that apart from people that really do matter to me . I find it hard to show my feelings at times to people that really do matter to me . I've been hurt a lot in past .. about love , friends and many more . And i get afraid it will happen again even tho i know it won't . And i want be strong , look foward , don't want be a LOSER anymore . go further and further don't care what people said about me . hope i can get my ambition to be a great stewardess . i wish i also want to be a tall girl one day . ;) . I have bad ANGER PROBLEMS and i'll sometimes flip at anything if im in a bad mood . Im getting happier which is good and i just wanna be with charlotte forever ! ;) haha . laughing like im JERK ! . sometimes i can come across as a bit of a slag or whatever but im actually NOT ! and lastly if anyone think i do something about bad things or whatever then i WON'T ! okayy , enough for this . if i have anything to share with you i will post a new one . k ? take care